Justify, life. Justify.

Brought up caged

Oblivious to the world around

Mocked, bullied, humiliated

By those deemed best of friends

All grown up and free

Or so was thought

Mocked, bullied, humiliated

Still afraid, like the kid once was

Fear of the childhood that once was

Fear, the only emotion that remained

Emotions, a mask that hides truth

A lie that takes a life to learn

Fate, what shall be

Justify, life. Justify.

Web Ov Deceit

~ a writing for; Hope In Curses series

Fall for love that is now.
Impressed by the bannerman's sycophancy,
walk yourself into the charming web ov deceit.
Come tomorrow will you realize,
now was not forever.
Forever was here by my side.

ONE FINGER REBELLION

Jevo glaesoti rȳ buzdari istiat

Blinded by faith

in colors you trust

Order of the eighth

destroy we must

See your wraith

burn tomes of just

Rise! Oh Youth

Rise! And Rebel

One Finger Rebellion

NOW OR NEVER

Kesȳ tubī jemot dāervi tepan

~ F

“Missing someone, they say, is self-centered. I self-center you more than ever.” 
Saša Stanišić

Down in the realm of destiny
One survives and another dies
Minorities divided by those they chose
Friends to call and hold close
Those lucky enough though did
Choose friends like you
Managed to hold them by
Never did they let go down that path
Those stupids mistakes I once made
Those crazy things I said
For those now I suffer
The emptiness of the friend I chose
The regret that kills me now
Of hurting the friend in you
The pain I deserve
For the pain I bequeath you
It all seems justified
Realizing how much you mean to me...

A PERFECT IMPERFECTION; FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOU

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a guy and you're happy now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess he gave you things I didn't give to you

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
I was the one, I was for ever...

Note: This is an edited version of the lyrics for the song 'Someone Like You' by Adele. I dedicate this edited version to a simple girl I used to know. That girl that I still think about everyday. #MySimpleGirl.

I AM SMILING - YOU'RE NOT THE REASON

At last, I’ve got a smile on my broken face
Yes! I’m still keeping pace
There was a time when I used to think
With you gone, alone I’d sink
Left alone, for love I did weep
Then I realized I’m no dweep

Woken up from a false sleep
I’m now taking this leap
What’s gone is gone
What we had – you had it torn
Turn around, go on – I’ve found another reason
I am smiling – You’re not the reason

Since You Got Bored

Lost for words,
Speechless, broken inside,
Smiling, to hide oceans of tears,
Wounds of lost love,
Carved deep, deep inside me,
I've tried to build a wall -
Wall of plastic smiles around me
Tell myself you are gone...

and alas, I have done.